Dream

I dreamt of you. We were old. Your white hair stood on end to greet me. Crows circled around you. They pecked at your shoulders, lit sweetly on your toes. Your flowered dress beat in the wind, the birds scattered.

I was there, and I was not there. Sometimes I could reach out, I could see my papery, age-crumbled hands stretching toward you. Other times I could only watch, and you didn’t know I was there.

1999